You know
- u still bleed black and white when u surf on dial up everynight to enthusiastically check out for any possible signing esp a regarding a certain Mr. Klose or Bridge.
- it means something to be thinking of the same person wanting to hear and chat with him/her whenever u feel lonely, ill or lousy..
- there is some serious tangling involved when u feel lousy after hearing about an upcoming event/activity which u couldn't enjoy together with them.
- it's a unique/special feeling to be at a loss of words when u usually don't have with the explaining of something.
The DVD Artificial Intelligence made me feel lonely last night.. i hv no idea that it was such a sad movie.. but crappy ending la.. aliens n what nots.. urgh..
Bean blubbered at [12:13]
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i have missed 5 episodes of bleach n 5 episodes of naruto!!!!!!!
that means i hv gone 5 weeks without bb le.. OMG!! how can they happen to me..?! damn aussie customer service.. argh...
Bean blubbered at [00:12]
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one school week is over.. projects briefs have been given out.. awww... hard work ahead again.. time not enuff.. energy no enuff.. ideas not enuff... hmmmm...
Bean blubbered at [08:48]
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The day started with a timid peek out the blinds.. a fogged out window gave an indication of what was to come.. after emptying the bladder at the loo, i gave my rendition of how trembling spasms could aid brushing of the teeth.. Arrgh.. i hate this.. even spreading the peanut butter on the bread was difficult due to the trembling...
Bean blubbered at [06:30]
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school started today.. nothing much.. just a 1.5hr lecture from 5 to 6.30pm.. went home after dinner STILL refusing to believe that vacation is over.. *sigh* i'm not done hibernating yet!!!
ahhhhhhh.... it's so Bbrrr-Bbrrr cold now loh... can't imagine the walk to school tomolo morning..
Bean blubbered at [21:59]
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my house mate is back!!!! end of one-person-living-in-one-big-house days..start of Irritance From Hell Part 2??? *sigh* no more TV in bedroom liao.. sad ah... broadband.. quick come...
Bean blubbered at [15:00]
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ok,.. i've been quite a tv addict this few days minus broadband. and there i was watching this programme called ""Honey, We killed the kids.." another reality tv show.. but i reckon this one served a meaningful purpose..
a routine schedule of limited screen time aka "time spent in front of a tv screen or pc screen" plus a healthy diet with VEGE included... i believe.. i seriously believe in it.. that taking away a whole lot of screen time from ur kids will allow more time for family interaction to develop. kids will grow so bored, they'll like family games together..
well,.. i am so guilty.. yea i am.. i reckon the problem with me was that my parents etc gave up and gave in to me when i was prolly being stubborn and inmature. then when i myself come to the realization of my stubborn streak regarding food n screen time,.. they've grown used to it and just allow it to happen.. by then, being lazy n choosing the convenient way of life, i'll dwell on.. n die younger than i could possibly hv..
hmmmm.... well,... i reckon it restricted my growth in reading too.. hmmm... think.. guys.. think.. dun watch too much tv or go on internet too much.. they're all dead.. no life in them.. the ppl whom matters u've been neglecting are worth much more.. when u missed a programme which u din noe beforehand ain't hurting you.. this is what i call "ignorance is bliss".. when u dun noe of the programme on tv, n u missed it,... u dun feel anything.. but when u noe it's a diff. story..
reanalyse ur priorities in life!
Bean blubbered at [19:09]
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i turn my head n saw on tv the brand of shaved ham i usually buy from the supermarket every fortnightly.. usually they would be brushed off with a "argh.. another advert.." comment.. but NOT when the headlines read "Hepatitis A case prompts meat recall"!!!!!
i went straight to the fridge.. to the more than 50% eaten packet of ham and threw it right into the bin.. wah kaoz.. so if u dun see me online when school starts,... i could b in the hospital.. hiak hiak..
Bean blubbered at [21:30]
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hmmm... these few days with a dialup internet access and plenty of time on my hands, i've been very stuck on tv.. suddenly i am a couch bean without a couch.. well,.. at least i hv my comfy office chair.. there is so many shows which i've started to love.. simpsons.. short, sweet and humour.. but damn.. i've finished watching season 14 of the simpsons on my laptop and i can't download more to watch coz i'm on dialup. argh..
then there is the reality show Big Brother.. different characters different conflicts.. there are those ppl who cant stop "yadda yadda"-ing away, those egos u can't stand for.. pretty babes who show off by shaking their butts bitchily, those sob blops, those bling bling kinda R&B guys, those plain janes kinda characters etc etc.. just like to watch them fight one another over nothing.. who said soccer was the only thing showcasing ppl fighting over nothing..?
talk about reality shows, there's also Meet The Folks. kinda like a match making kinda show. nice decent looking girl. 3 guys vying for her. plus... plus.. her parents!! haha.. prolly inspired by the movies Meet The Parents & Meet The Fockers. the usual getting to noe each other kinda activities planned out then the big surprise.. their ex girlfriends brought into the picture dishing out just all the dirty secrets u wouldn't want ur prospective gf to hear.. haha.. one guy had so much dirty linen hung out, if it happened in singapore, he would probably be single his whole life.. just imagine this guy slept with not one but TWO of the gf's best friends!!
Then having enough of reality shows, there is sports which i love.. World cup u'll say.. yea.. but the fun actually ended in the quarter finals.. with the exception of Germany & Italy.. but.. i fell asleep anyway.. missed it totally.. but saw the 2 goals nonetheless the moment i open my eyes, awoken by the commentator, as the TV which i didn't off before i fell asleep rambled away..
Tennis is the new Soccer for me... hiak hiak.. Wimbledon.. female tennis players with the tight fitting outfits!! Maria Sharapova! Whoa!... a pity she lost in the semi finals to man-woman Mauresmo.. argh.. dun like their grunting too.. Amelie Mauresmo went on to win the ladies singles final against Justin Henin-Hardened. Men singles was even better.. The Cypriot Baghdatis beat Lleyton Hewitt in an upset in an exciting, explosive Quarter Finals match. then Rafael Nadal went one step higher in beating Baghdatis in a wonderful Semi Finals.. then Rafael Nadal lost out narrowly to world number one Roger Federer in a tight nerve wrangling final played a superb game with the ultimate respect for each other congratulating one another after the game.. wow..!!
well,... with so much eyes-glueing TV shows on.. u realli cant blame me for having an upside-down life.. watching from evening to around 7am everyday.. and sleeping till 1pm for "breakfast".. keke.. ok.. back to my world cup final game..
Bean blubbered at [03:21]
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alrite.. finally there is a post from me.. long time since i left my blog alone for such a long time.. many reasons/excuses lah.. no broadband.. busy playing game(fm & gta).. busy moving house.. busy watching world cup.. busy wrecking havoc to body clock, sleeping and eatting at awkward times.. busy grocery shopping & busy sending in resumes(i sent 4 liao!)
world cup is getting boring.. no more team to support. brazil n england gone.. no transfer news regarding newcastle also.. haiz.. another bleak season ahead...
no broadband got pix oso lazy to post la.. cannot skype with video oso.. v cham lah.. just waiting patiently.. been watching a lot of tv lately.. the reality show, big brother, is kinda crap man.. it's like a group of ppl put together on tv live in a house and showing the conflicts etc.. reminds me of my housemate. lotsa conflicts.. life without him here currently is bliss..
Bean blubbered at [22:56]
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