Friday, February 18, 2005
nowadays bean is bonkers.. don't care that side of him. when he is happy sometimes he do silly things.. juz let him be. if not go be bonkers with him.. haha..
today i woke up around 9am to settle my NTU application stuff. 1st choice: Communication Studies, 2nd choice: Computer Science, 3rd choice: Computer Engineering. paid the fee with Master Card. sent in the online application form. now left the hard copy of poly results.
hope i will be able to send by today. gonna get stamps later n oso get my passport extended at SIR building later today.. hmm.. now that i got the NTU one done with.. i'm looking to settle the NUS one too.. but they haven start recruiting lei.. i'm afraid i'll be rejected by both NTU n NUS. then i'll hv to try for MDIS or SIM. or even overseas..
although when i was realli much younger i liked the idea of studying overseas.. now a lot of heart strings are pulling me back. even before i met her. i hv my soccer pals, my sister, father, god ma n god pa. ah gong, ah ma lei? hmmm.. to study overseas for a few years will be pretty hard to maintain any sort of relationship with her too.. i juz dun wanna think abt it now. hopefully all will work out well..
in the midst of my last r'ship, i knew i will not wanna try for a foreign uni if possible coz i dun wanna leave her alone in singapore. though she used to say she was willing to wait. i think probably studying in SIM or MDIS is the alternative.. working first is also possible..
sometime what u write can unknowingly hurt the feelings of ppl reading them. especially when they are involved. a couple of years ago, when i was in poly i wrote something in my blog which sorta angered a classmate of mine. hmmm.. i was sorry. i realli didn't mean to. but the damage was done then. i wonder whether scars remained coz wedo still communicate on msn now n then. i hope my blog ain't that hurtful over the years.. as it's mainly used as a medium for me to record down some thoughts some daily events/happenings around me. it's not meant for propaganda. not meant to hint to ppl stuff etc..
in order for me to be truthful to my blog, i lied to myself that it's private. no one noes the address. thus i'm not comfortable explaining details in it, esp when it's private, with ppl be it face to face, msn or sms. u can read but perhaps if u sense that it's private then dun ask. haha.. no.. i'm not being angry or fierce here. i never is. dun misunderstand. my shy character makes me a pretty private person somehow so juz veri uneasy to explain n discuss private stuff.. i could oni do it with my realli close frens n loved one. so please pardon me... :)
Bean blubbered at [12:47]
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Friday, February 18, 2005
nowadays bean is bonkers.. don't care that side of him. when he is happy sometimes he do silly things.. juz let him be. if not go be bonkers with him.. haha..
today i woke up around 9am to settle my NTU application stuff. 1st choice: Communication Studies, 2nd choice: Computer Science, 3rd choice: Computer Engineering. paid the fee with Master Card. sent in the online application form. now left the hard copy of poly results.
hope i will be able to send by today. gonna get stamps later n oso get my passport extended at SIR building later today.. hmm.. now that i got the NTU one done with.. i'm looking to settle the NUS one too.. but they haven start recruiting lei.. i'm afraid i'll be rejected by both NTU n NUS. then i'll hv to try for MDIS or SIM. or even overseas..
although when i was realli much younger i liked the idea of studying overseas.. now a lot of heart strings are pulling me back. even before i met her. i hv my soccer pals, my sister, father, god ma n god pa. ah gong, ah ma lei? hmmm.. to study overseas for a few years will be pretty hard to maintain any sort of relationship with her too.. i juz dun wanna think abt it now. hopefully all will work out well..
in the midst of my last r'ship, i knew i will not wanna try for a foreign uni if possible coz i dun wanna leave her alone in singapore. though she used to say she was willing to wait. i think probably studying in SIM or MDIS is the alternative.. working first is also possible..
sometime what u write can unknowingly hurt the feelings of ppl reading them. especially when they are involved. a couple of years ago, when i was in poly i wrote something in my blog which sorta angered a classmate of mine. hmmm.. i was sorry. i realli didn't mean to. but the damage was done then. i wonder whether scars remained coz wedo still communicate on msn now n then. i hope my blog ain't that hurtful over the years.. as it's mainly used as a medium for me to record down some thoughts some daily events/happenings around me. it's not meant for propaganda. not meant to hint to ppl stuff etc..
in order for me to be truthful to my blog, i lied to myself that it's private. no one noes the address. thus i'm not comfortable explaining details in it, esp when it's private, with ppl be it face to face, msn or sms. u can read but perhaps if u sense that it's private then dun ask. haha.. no.. i'm not being angry or fierce here. i never is. dun misunderstand. my shy character makes me a pretty private person somehow so juz veri uneasy to explain n discuss private stuff.. i could oni do it with my realli close frens n loved one. so please pardon me... :)
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