Saturday, February 26, 2005

Love is not about sharing joys in ur lives together. love is about sharing the woes together too. if u dun believe in ur partner to share ur woes with him/her, u dun give the respect. i wanna be there. i wanna be the one hugging ya, hearing ya out.. u dun hv to feel so responsible that when u fear u might not hv time for me, u opt out. love is about compromise too. there'll be times when i might be busy too. communication. i'd like to talk thru the problems in a relaxed manner. think of solutions together. if not, we suffer together also better..

when i read that you might be crying urself to bed. it hurt so so much. u realli hate to see ur loved one suffering alone. we can suffer together but not alone. i won't bear to leave u in the lurch. how i wish i could be at ur bedside holding u hugging u as i pat ya to sleep. i wanna give u my warmth.. u hv my understanding. but u juz chose not to believe me..

y can't u believe that i can understand? i put myself in ur shoes n thought it thru. i hv experiences with a stressed out partner. n i noe the key would be to talk it thru.. i wanted to when i went down to tp.. but u din want. i could feel u had problems. thus u r giving me up coz u thought u'll hv less responsibility this way. i want u to noe that u hv my support. i dun need you to feel responsible for neglecting me in anyway coz of ur projects n reports which are deadlined next week. i juz wanna be there with u.. always..

i realli realli care for ya.. let me into ur world n let's share the load together. hv the belief for once.. trust me n gimme this chance to share the burden together. communication. say it out. tell me. i may be able to read some problems from the looks of things but i'm bound to miss out some. u can tell me.. u scared i blame u meh? e.g u think i'll blame u when u tell me u dun hv time for me for the time being coz u're busy with projects? it's not ur fault. it's ok. couples do compromise at times. if this little bit i also cannot understand then i dun deserve to be part of this love r'ship either.. so please let me share the burden with u.. i wanna meet up with u to say all these to u. but u're busy with work.. so i'm juz waiting for the rite time to be together with u.. i miss u.. i hope we can meet up..
Blabbered bean @ 01:29 //