Saturday, February 05, 2005

i'm so bored at home. it seems that every saturday is liddat. my guys dun ask me out. i wonder how they can take so much pleasure from lazing at home all the time. dun they feel it's a waste of a precious weekend. esp for army guys.. even my guys dun ask me out so needless to say about any gals la..

for the umpteenth time i'm feeling i've got no best fren. coz i dun hv anyone i noe who has common interest as me to hang out together. when i've got a problem, i usually dun hv that someone that 'pops' into ur mind as the one u wanna confide in. so i either keep within myself or anyhow choose ppl to confide in.

my guys are pretty indoor. other than a soccer session, they'll prolly sleep or play ps2 at home. they like to rent/buy vcds serials etc to watch but i can't. the theatre remains one of the only place where i can sit still to complete watching a show. anime and comics remain outta my circle too..

now, even some of my online frens seemed so reluctant to chat with me. i hope i'm oni over imagining things. some of them gimme a feeling that i'm disturbing them. once bitten twice shy, i'll always hv the fear of incurring their wrath without knowing.

pretty low morale in camp le. then come out wanna enjoy myself more yet realized that i dun realli hv frens to be with. urgh.. i need to find something interesting to novel myself.. hmmm.. the John Little Sale oso dunno can ask who go along.. hmmm.. jm sure dun agree one. he dun shop one. kp will say it's damn far. dn prolly wanna save up coz he oeti then everyday book out expenses already quite high. so no one to shop with. oh damn.. now what? dun tell me i've gotta stay at home read magazines n play pc games? no... argh..
Blabbered bean @ 14:21 //