Sunday, February 06, 2005

i'm sad again. maybe it's true that i dun hv my own opinion. maybe i dun hv a strong character or personality. to some, i'm a weakling. deep down i dun agree.. i believe i'm juz trying to please everyone. it's only humane. some say it's going with the flow of things. instead of being strong headed and insist on having my way, i believe there is always a small percentage(be it 1% or even 0.000001%) chance that something might go wrong.. you can call it throw caution to the wind since it doesn't hurt to go the extra mile.

for example, in the case of facing someone who believes in solution a. thou i may not agree by it, i'll still listen to him. maybe he could hv a point. facing someone who believes in solution b which i too believed in, i don't wanna be complacent n neglect some minor points so i double check whether it's correct.

in this world, i too believe that a positive n a negative achieves a balance. if there r stubborn ppl around, there must be ppl who r more easy going n willing to give in to them. if there are foolish ignorant ppl, there will be some patient knowledgeable ppl to guide them from the wrong to the right. i may seem to be the foolish person, but i'm also willing to start learning from the patient knowledgeable person. if i happen to be the knowledgeable person i'll try to be patient n teach the correct ways to the foolish guy.

so please do not fault me for my unwillingness to stick by oneside. the palm is flesh, top of the hand is also flesh. this is veri me to try and please both sides.. there's always 2 sides to how u can see things. some call it easy going some call it no opinion. some say the cup of milk is half full some say half empty. who's to say? thus i believe in the view that keeps ya happy satisfied..
Blabbered bean @ 01:02 //