Thursday, December 04, 2003
POP Loh !! Finally as some may add.. However, as i had realized 2 weeks ago or so... that.. i'm no longer looking forward to POP anymore... When you are first enlisted into army, you can't wait for the moment u can sing 2 more weeks to POP etc,.. when it's nearing in, yet i dun realli long for POP anymore... the reason is simple.. i'm a sentimental person. i dun realli welcome changes in my life. the future is scary... the future is a stranger to me.. i'll have to start all over again..
Moving into a new environment isn't something i would like happen to me veri often... Furthermore, i enjoy my platoon mates' company.. (especially applies for my section/bunk mates) we've developed a sense of longing for one another. the jokes in bunk, the slacking and all the squabbles we have.. it's so endearing to my heart...
And so, on POP today... it turned out to be a nervous, bitter and sweet day for me.. Nervous coz i realli dun wanna my Pass Out Parade to turn out a flop, Bitter coz i have to leave my dear friends on the island as i go out earlier due to my Prize-winner ticket stub & Sweet as all the hard work i've put in have been rewarded in the form of a title as Company Best in Physical Training & seeing all of us pass out after months of hardwork...
Friends,... i'll miss you guys... i may not say it out.. i'm shy about revealing stuff like these... i dunno y.. i feel a lil' ashamed to hv the crying mood when it comes to these emotional moments.. i noe i won't cry coz i'm shy about crying too.. i'm afraid of showing the weak side of me to others... especially to ppl i dunno so well... i miss you guys... May the spirit of Gryphon Platoon 2 (250803 - 041203) continue to live on... names can be forgotten, but fond memories of us accomplishing one obstacle after another to pass out will remain in our mind forever !!
Bean blubbered at [23:19]
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Thursday, December 04, 2003
POP Loh !! Finally as some may add.. However, as i had realized 2 weeks ago or so... that.. i'm no longer looking forward to POP anymore... When you are first enlisted into army, you can't wait for the moment u can sing 2 more weeks to POP etc,.. when it's nearing in, yet i dun realli long for POP anymore... the reason is simple.. i'm a sentimental person. i dun realli welcome changes in my life. the future is scary... the future is a stranger to me.. i'll have to start all over again..
Moving into a new environment isn't something i would like happen to me veri often... Furthermore, i enjoy my platoon mates' company.. (especially applies for my section/bunk mates) we've developed a sense of longing for one another. the jokes in bunk, the slacking and all the squabbles we have.. it's so endearing to my heart...
And so, on POP today... it turned out to be a nervous, bitter and sweet day for me.. Nervous coz i realli dun wanna my Pass Out Parade to turn out a flop, Bitter coz i have to leave my dear friends on the island as i go out earlier due to my Prize-winner ticket stub & Sweet as all the hard work i've put in have been rewarded in the form of a title as Company Best in Physical Training & seeing all of us pass out after months of hardwork...
Friends,... i'll miss you guys... i may not say it out.. i'm shy about revealing stuff like these... i dunno y.. i feel a lil' ashamed to hv the crying mood when it comes to these emotional moments.. i noe i won't cry coz i'm shy about crying too.. i'm afraid of showing the weak side of me to others... especially to ppl i dunno so well... i miss you guys... May the spirit of Gryphon Platoon 2 (250803 - 041203) continue to live on... names can be forgotten, but fond memories of us accomplishing one obstacle after another to pass out will remain in our mind forever !!
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