Thursday, July 31, 2003

   it's my pay day. the cheque i collected is 3 digit.. close to 4 digits. i do have some money now.. but, i'll rather have happiness... i'll rather be poor but happy. i need support, care, concern after a hard days' work. pardon me coz i dun think u could expect flawless conversation with a half dead body.. i'm sad again.. boo hoo hoo... i dun want to be happy.. i dread it.

   i wanna be seen as a cheerful person. i wanna bring joy to ppl's life. even to the extent of losing out myself. but who will bring me joy? i'm sad but i dun wanna be sad. i hope/wish (really!!) that someone who reads this could make me happier. god!! please someone.. i wanna be happy.. i dun think i'm asking too much.. boo hoo hoo :'(
Blabbered bean @ 22:29 //

Saturday, July 26, 2003

   i had a terrible headache for most of yesterday. i skipped my usual coffee n biscuits before going out. had beehoon at the interchange. slept on the bus. it grew from bad to worse my headache. it was going to be the start of another busy day.. pallets after pallets of books came.. i chose the fastening job as it require little concentration and is one of the least strenuous jobs around.

   i ticked Ah Bao off today. maybe i was in a foul mood due to the persistent headache despite me taking 2 panadols. but i feel i'm justified to tick him off.. u'll be my judge. here's the scenario: Ah Bao is a damn snake. chinese should noe what i mean. while we are working hard, he infuriates u with his irritating gestures n slacking off...

   while he was assigned to the task of scotch-taping the sides of the carton boxes together, he often just left his post without valid reason. he was slacking off. he'll walk to the entrance which is quite far away from our work station. he'll smoke n also take toilet breaks. i even saw him eating a piece of cake in the morning after he fled off to the canteen to buy it.

   during lunch break when i was told to collect our lunch with him about 15 minutes earlier than all the others, he told me this!! "Today very sianz.. i din do much.. always go there disturb ppl come here disturb disturb.. then one day is past." (& he'll earn the same as me who usually slogged hard n honestly..) another thing was, after scotch-taping the boxes together, he is required to push the box along the rollers to the next station which was to fasten. i was then at the station after fastening. i was carrying the stuff onto the pallets, neatly arranging them too..

   he'll push the boxes so hard that it'll drop onto the floor after hitting against the end of the rollers. despite us telling him nicely not to do so, he was unrepentent as he continued to do so. he was irritating us on purpose. as he said during the break. we were a lil' angry. me? i'm furious coz i was the oni one who noe his motive.

   after another snaking away session by him, he came back all smiles. he had the cheek to be all smiles. not a sign of guiilt. i couldn't take it anymore.. i lamblasted at him. i felt better. he dared not go off for that period of time. he didn't push the boxes too hard. but the relationship betwen us has soured to not on talking terms already. it ain't healthy to work this way.. i'm still not happy.. i might have lost a fren... have i done wrong, my dear audience??
Blabbered bean @ 06:26 //

Monday, July 21, 2003

   Today was a much more relaxing day than the weekends.. work was more casual n we had lots to chat. kelvo n me were paired the whole day. packing into carton boxes, loading onto conveyor belts and packing onto the pallet at different stages of the day. we chat abt relationships, ppl, our future plans, etc.. these chats made the day shorter.. it's realli nice... i lurve it..

   jm did something silly tonite!! we were walking on this narrow pathway when a cyclist, heading the opposite direction from us, was passing us. just as he was abt to cycle past us, he ringed his bell. (the sort used the same way as car horns..) jm, on hearing the bell, rushed to his right. which was right in front of the cyclist! making things worse, he was tanned n wearing black t-shirt and dark blue jeans. the cyclist almost fell off.. but braked in time. jm was unhurt. the cyclist was ok.. jm later revealed that he had thought that the cyclist was behind him so he wanted to get outta the way..

   we made a envelope using scrap paper at the factory for jonas. it is meant to contain the cheque for his 3 miserly days work.. he had quit due to the job being "unsuitable" for him. that's what he sms kp saying.. maybe he is botak liao n he just dare not allow ppl to see it.. haaa...

   i'm totally shagged out now.. my eyes are closing... i gotta sleep now.. nitez peeps... ;)
Blabbered bean @ 23:44 //

Thursday, July 17, 2003

   WoW !! it's been a realli relaxed day at work today. started off with me unloading off the pallets onto the conveyor belts for them to process. i did it a lil' too fast though. they were scolding me slightly for that. coz they had wanted to slag. i was actually pressured into doing it. sandy lor.. haiz... when she look at me, i dare not dun do my work properly lor.. i ended up unloading 9 pallets of books, books n more books...

   after lunch, my whole line of colleagues were distributed around the factory to different sections to help out. me n kelvo was sent to the yellow pages binding section. Loo was there and he guided me a lil' he helped me lots too.. it was nice, easy and light work. initially, me n kelvo were told to use pneumatic lifters to help lift up the heavy papers onto the rack for binding. it was realli slack. coz we chatted most of the time.

   then later, we had to feed the binding machine manually. it was tough. coz we hadn't grasp the skill of arranging the papers neatly n quickly yet. i was practically racing against time. Loo had an easy time coz his pages was thin. meaning, for stacks of the same size, his would last longer. kelvo had a hard time too. but he picked up faster than me. overall, work at the binding section was sweaty and busy, sometimes hectic, but it allows time to past realli fast. and it ain't that tiring as compared to carrying cartons of books. this had to be my most relaxing day at work!!

   great too was my dinner!! i had Loo order for me 4 packets of Mee Pok. it's definitely my best dinner since i started working.. heh.. today the 4 of us begin to believe in life in working there for quite a while.. pay day on the 30th seems quite far away though.. ok for now.. gotta sleep... byee =)
Blabbered bean @ 23:45 //

   WoW !! it's been a realli relaxed day at work today. started off with me unloading off the pallets onto the conveyor belts for them to process. i did it a lil' too fast though. they were scolding me slightly for that. coz they had wanted to slag. i was actually pressured into doing it. sandy lor.. haiz... when she look at me, i dare not dun do my work properly lor.. i ended up unloading 9 pallets of books, books n more books...

   after lunch, my whole line of colleagues were distributed around the factory to different sections to help out. me n kelvo was sent to the yellow pages binding section. Loo was there and he guided me a lil' he helped me lots too.. it was nice, easy and light work. initially, me n kelvo were told to use pneumatic lifters to help lift up the heavy papers onto the rack for binding. it was realli slack. coz we chatted most of the time.

   then later, we had to feed the binding machine manually. it was tough. coz we hadn't grasp the skill of arranging the papers neatly n quickly yet. i was practically racing against time. Loo had an easy time coz his pages was thin. meaning, for stacks of the same size, his would last longer. kelvo had a hard time too. but he picked up faster than me. overall, work at the binding section was sweaty and busy, sometimes hectic, but it allows time to past realli fast. and it ain't that tiring as compared to carrying cartons of books. this had to be my most relaxing day at work!!

   great too was my dinner!! i had Loo order for me 4 packets of Mee Pok. it's definitely my best dinner since i started working.. heh.. today the 4 of us begin to believe in life in working there for quite a while.. pay day on the 30th seems quite far away though.. ok for now.. gotta sleep... byee =)
Blabbered bean @ 23:40 //

   i'm going out soon... to work of coz.. last night was too tired to blog lah.. so i'm rushing now.. hmmm... yesterday i forgot to bring my wallet. no bus stamp then. no money for lunch n dinner of coz. luckily, i had my dear friends.. but the bus fare has cost me a lil'.. ouch... haa.. next i alighted at the wrong bus stop. i alighted 2-3 stops earlier. damn. i was so blur i simply followed the crowd alight.

   hmm... work as usual only that we are better prepared already. getting used to it alreadi.. jonas was absent again. fever, he said.. we almost had no lunch. then found it luckily... some ppl had unconsiderately misplaced our lunch.. after dinner we had a relax time.. slowly doing our job. rain was heavy for the night. got home at 2240h.. ok... gtg.. running late again... byeee... take care friends.. =)
Blabbered bean @ 06:30 //

Monday, July 14, 2003

   My first day of work.. i woke up at 0530h to prepare for fear of being late if i read online news and the straits times. i had some biscuits n coffee... i was supposed to meet kelvo at 0630h downstairs. met him around 0635h though. both of us reached at the same time. took bus 76 to the bus stop beside amk mrt to meet jonas & kp to take bus 88 heading pasir ris.

   jonas was late n we missed 8 bus 88s.. talk about coincidental recurring numbers... single deck bus. great... juz when me n kp wanna sneak eating breakfast on the bus. we were hoping for a double deck so that it would be easier on us. reached the workplace about 5 minutes late. the security guard gave each of us a sticker bearing his name, the time n a number which i figured was my supposed temperature. Sars spreading prevention?

   we started off at level one. we unload primary four mathematics textbooks bound for philippines students from pallets and loading them one by one onto this conveyor belt for automation of plastic covering. basially it juz contained the books inside a plastic bag.. then these plastic wrapped books are directed into an "oven" where the plastic melts slightly to stick to the shape of the books. (which is rectangular of coz..) then 2 bundles of books are packed into one carton box. using scotch tape.

   after all sides of the carton box are sealed, they are further fastened tightly together by a plastic belt? after that, they are loaded manually by one or more of us onto pallets again. we did this continuously for some time. of which i was mainly the man in charge of fastening the carton box covers firmly closed. i must have carried something like 200-300 ten-kg carton boxes while doing that!!

   Lunch break !! we rushed to the canteen which din even have a single vendor. oni 2 vending machines selling some titbits n another selling drinks. we went to the senior staff to collect our lunch.. this auntie shocked everyone by saying oni have 4 more packets. the problem is there are 5 of us!!! after some pondering, she wanted to give us her pack. but we refused. i mean, how could we take her share when it ain't her fault that some selfish idiot took a packet without paying for it? we shared the 4 packs among the 5 of us. the sign of an unlucky day?

   more packaging to do after lunch. we were getting tired n were starting to throw the carton boxes around instead of carrying them one by one gently n nicely onto the pallet. soon, it was dinner. as the more senior staffs did not ask us whether we wanna let them buy us food, we decided to go out n buy something to eat. they told us there ain't any more vendors outside after 6pm. piangz.. no food.

   we wondered to the vendorless canteen n dug out whatever shillings we had. i had a 50-cent coin. i bought a kaya bun which cost me 40 cents. the remaining ten cents i gave kp. he bought a curry bun with his 30 cents n my 10 cents.. after eating one bread, i still felt hungry n i borrowed 40 cents from jm to buy another. kp had no coins already n he sat at the table hungry.. jonas too bought a bun then tried to doze off like kp coz looking around us would be so tempting.. ppl were eating mee pok. they had earlier entrusted someone to "Da Bao" for them already n were feasting on their food..

   juz as Loo was abt to leave the canteen, i borrowed some shillings from him. i had wanted to do that as i wanted to buy some food for kp. he looked pitifully tired, n hungry.. he bought a kaya bread. so did jonas. talk abt thinking lunch was bad, dinner was realli worse... damn... after dinner, i was assigned to the 3rd level. over there, i-weekly n several other magazines were binded. books were also binded there.. initially i was assigned to collect the finished product (which is a textbook) and fasten several together n pack them nicely onto pallets. then i was moved to another position.

   this new position was terrible. it was noisy, dry and extremely hectic. the running is done by machines. which means the speed is determined by the machine. i had to keep pace with the machine. i had just finsihed loading a pallet full of textbook pages, when i was given another pallet which had the papers stacked taller than me.. they could bury me really... i worked n i worked... finally i was released. 1942h as i remembered.. on the way home, we were all shagged out n seriously considering how long we could put up with this harsh work schedule.. maybe we would oni work until the 10th of August..

    it's been a long tiring day.. i shall rest now..
Blabbered bean @ 23:33 //

Sunday, July 13, 2003

Fictitious Tale of a & b..

a is active and positive
a is easily bored, frustrated & coaxed outta anger
a loves b dearly
a is rather unfilial
a likes to experience new things with b
a wants to be with b as often as possible
a would like to meet up with b at least once a week
a won't hv much time to be with b due to commitments
a prefers the night (no sun & sweat) to the day
a is envious of ppl who have romantic nights out & wants some romantic nights out with b too

b is less active, less lively & less positive
b is less easily bored, frustrated & coaxed outta anger
b loves a dearly too
b is extremely filial
b can't be with a as often as a like
b can't meet up with a at least once a week
b hv lotsa time to accompany a but can't
b prefers the night (no sun & no sweat) to the day too
b prefers to accompany parents & be filial to having romantic nights out with a

a is down & sad.. :'(
a understands b's difficulty but what about a feelings?
a noes this depression spell ain't gonna stay long
a dislike being sad & will get up once frens are around
Blabbered bean @ 21:43 //

   Damn.. i'm lazy to blog. i was a lil' preoccupied by friends coming over to my house. ps2, chatting n all.. heh... i like this harmonious feeling.. here i am preparing for my soccer session with them at 1000h. i have lots to do. read online news, read papers, eat breakfast, etc.. today is the last day for me to relax and play..

   i start work on monday.. working hours is a drag. 0800h-2000h for weekdays. 0800h-1730h on weekends. pay on weekdays is $65. pay on saturday is also $65. pay for sunday is $97.50. (whoopee... i'm aiming for this definitely..) if u think the working hours are bad, think again. coz the travelling is rather worse.. loyang drive from amk is like an hour's travelling time. meaning i hv to wake at 0600h... arrggghhhh... life's a drag...
Blabbered bean @ 08:13 //

Thursday, July 10, 2003

   Juz read The Straits Times. the Life section dedicated to Laleh and Ladan was nice. worth a read. meanwhile, heard from auddy that she has gotten a FT job already. stressful stuff though. hmmm.. me? i'm asking Au Loo Loo to find lobang for me to work. meanwhile, i'm oso waiting for kp, jonas, n jm to come... hope they come as soon as possible though i'm not sure whether i'll get to play at all with them around. haha.. i'm juz happy for their company...
Blabbered bean @ 12:21 //

Wednesday, July 09, 2003

   Nope!! i din get the job. they claimed me, jonas, & kp could only work about 6 weeks and is reluctant to employ us. jonas is realli disappointed. i'm a lil' disappointed coz i wanted the money to buy some stuff to be ready for army.. maybe i have to ask for them now. haiz. that's the reason why i din wanna go find jobs. coz i'm bound to be turn down due to my short working days.. haiz... $$$ Flies.... haha.. put down the hope u were carrying, melvyn... u're only kidding urself.. ya, i din win my 4D too... ='(

   so after job finding, we came to my house. we asked jm to come too.. for the ps2 of coz.. oh, we missed playing it. they were playing silent hill while i played cm3. i won a domestc cup double. but i missed out on my target of getting into a champs league spot. i'll juz have to wait for next season. at least my team is half built...

   my ah ma got a handphone now.. haha... she din buy it. is her fren buy for her one.. with a hicard in there.. so she can make a call when she's out. actually there ain't much of a need for her to own one.. think she is contemplating passing it on to my ah gong or even michelle if she is lucky. however, i think michelle better dun hv it. afterall, it took me till poly first year to get my pager.. haha.. i'm poor what! no choice..

   ya, n i taught her lotsa. including.. how to receive a call, how to make one, how to use speed dial, how to cancel calls, how to keylock, how to on and off it. it took quite a while,okay? coz she can't read neither chinese nor english. n i taught my ah gong too.. haha.. meanwhile michelle was busy trying to set a high record on snake2.. heh... once i get my hands on it, she won't hv a chance... heh heh heh...

   ok, maybe i should start playing SmackDown Shut Your Mouth or Winning 11 v6.5.. heh... no more indulging in blogging design or phlogging design or flash or anything web based multimedia stuff... haha.. i still haven even start practicing on the video editting tool given by jeffrey ong... Ooops... he'll take it back if he knew that. i haven even tested the CD yet. not to say install.. haha..
Blabbered bean @ 23:04 //

   Basically did nothing much today. some eating, some drinking, some shitting, some reading, more reading, some more reading, some watching of tv, some talking on the phone, some phlogging, some blogging, some researching, some gaming, n a visit from kelvin. he juz came up n we had a lil' chat.. he was a lil' surprise at my botak look. he commented that it's rather short liao though i wanted a more skinhead cut. i burnt for him a full throttle CD and passed him some Heroes Of Might & Magic 3 CDs. he left at 2000h. i went for dinner at my grandmother's house.

   a lil' saddened by the cruelty of life after the death of the iranian twins. but that's something i experienced when my mum left me. my confidence n hopes were high of my mum being rescued by today's technology. this should served as a reminder that ur loved ones are no further away from the cruety of life even in TODAY's TECHNOLOGY. appreciate them while u can. i'm guilty of that EVEN now... sadly..

   Earlier today morning i was juz giving up on calling up numbers on the classified recruits. n juz this evening, jonas called me to inform me of a job. i said yes. tomolo morning i'm going down to aljunied for the interview. this terms of pay ain't that bad. 40 bucks for 10 hours. plus commision. i heard my jonas say that chai xiong earns 20 bucks for every massage motor sold. that would make 60 bucks a day if i manage to sell one item a day.. n he has managed oni 3 days in a month where he din sell a single item. wow.. it'll be good to earn a few extra bucks to buy some stuff for army..

   they'll be shocked.. i bet. i still dun wanna reveal to them. ha. my hair is short. veri short. like an ostrich. haha.. was telling charlotte that. the msn 6 picture suits me fine now.. hope we 3 get the job. the 3 referring to me, kp n jonas. gotta sleep earlier tonight to wake up early tomolo. meeting them at 0845h at te Chris Is King Church bus stop.
Blabbered bean @ 00:04 //

Monday, July 07, 2003

   i bought 4D.. i dreamt of the 4 numbers 6666.. then i saw on tv the repeat of the friday 8pm channel 8 show. they announced that the winners of the star search for this year was M6 and F6... lotsa sixes eh? i bought 6666 lor... for fun. then i shaved my hair today. 0707 was the other number i bought. heh. the date if u haven realized..

   jonas called in the morning. he invited me to his birthday celebration. he said it'll be a ktv session. i agreed. heh.. they're all gonna see my botak head. what will their faces be like? haha... i can't wait to see their expressions. ah ma n ah gong will be shocked!! haaa.. n my soccer pals. n i often wonder whether bald soccer players manage to head the ball better. now, i can find out!! heh.. silly me.. =)
Blabbered bean @ 14:51 //

Sunday, July 06, 2003

   Where shall i start? Hmmm... yesterday night i didn't reach my uncle's place until around 9+pm. The reason was due to the entire family which includes my grand father, grand mother, 3 aunties, 3 uncles (of coz lah.. else u expect polygamy meh?), 7 cousins, my sis and ME having dinner at my grand mother place which is just 5 storeys below my block of flat. S-League was on. WW Vs BK.. hmmm... no, not World Wrestling Vs Burger King !! Think Woodlands Wellington Vs Balestier Khalsa instead.

   After dinner, my 2 uncles n me watched the match together.. chatting while watching the match. the kids were, as usual, running around the 2 spare rooms in my grandmother's place playing toys, catching etc,.. the other adults were chatting away. i believe this is what my grandmother or grandfather longs for most.. Family warmth.. They're at the twilight of their life and what they want ain't material stuff. Their fears would probably be that they might grow redundant to the family. i'm really shy when it comes to showing love. i'm juz not the type of a person who would say i love you to my parents or relative. not even to frens who i'm grateful of their support and friendship.

   Sunday !! A Day fill with Sun.. i had set my alarm for 0800h. dn called to say time changed to 0845h. time of dn's call was 0800h. abt a min after i had awoken. Damn, how's that possible for me to be on time? i shrugged myself awake. i had expected to be awake earlier than my uncle and auntie.. i was bitterly wrong.. haha.. my uncle was already in the living room and balcony. it must hv been his salt water fish tank that's keeping him enthusiastic abt waking so early. he had recently bought a sea anemone, clown fish, a 3 spot domino, a damsel, some life rock, corals and some other fish.

   having an interest like that is good. it's even to the extent of healthy to look away from the stress that's brought along by work. my role model has always been my uncle. i dunno whether he's reading this but if he happens to.. i'd like to take this chance to say i'm awfully thankful of his advice and company. still remember the time me n him were glued to the pc with cm.. they were the best !! i practically grew up under him. To me, he's a perfect example of how i wanna live..

   After breakfast and reading some papers, i set off to a basketball court outside Chong Boon Secondary. that's my sis's school.. remember last week a group of people and us had an agreement to come back this sunday at 1000h? Damn !! they had us on. that's 3 times outta 3 weekends we've been had. Damn Damn Damn... we played 2 on 2 between me, kp, jm, n dn... it was hard. exhausted. after shagging ourselves out, we went to hv lunch. then to my house where we watched Naked Weapon and Phone Booth.. they went home after that. i went online, chatted with dav, then assisted him in his blog design. the reason being wanting to add in phlogger onto his blog. it should be launched next saturday.. i've already emailed him the stuff i did for him.

   been thinking of doing up another template as a backup to my current one since i hv the time now. next time when i'm in army, i might not hv the mood or energy to start on a new one. hmmm.. i a lil' tired tonite. maybe i won't start tonite. And i've finally decided. tomolo, the world will see a new me.. Why? i'm gonna shave off all my hair.. i'm all excited at that prospect.. will my head catch a cold? haha.. i hope i don't get that many stares... i'd realli be so shy abt it initially i juz knew it.. ok... off to my rest now...
Blabbered bean @ 23:35 //

Saturday, July 05, 2003

   Gosh!! they're burning the incensed papers again!! arrggghhhh... help help... it's the 7^th month in the chinese calendar again.. burning, burning n more burning... damn... it's pollution. for god's sake. y can't they believe there is no such thing as god, ghosts, spirits, etc.. or have they no other way to show gratitude, remembrance or respect for those that left earlier? i'm looking outta my windows to see a cloud of smoke. imagine if i haven got an air con. i'll be dying... eerrgh..

   i awoke at 1330h to hv my "breakfast" though it serves as my lunch too!! heh... i've done my daily routine already, which is, to first brush up, have "breafast" (no matter the time, my first meal is my breakfast.. heh =P), read newspapers (Straits Times that is), check out my blog (as well as my fellow pals'), check email, washing up of cups, plates, bottles, forks, spoons utensils and i'm currently blogging n reading somemore online news.

   yes, & i'm gonna call apple soon. she's busy with her webbie on her pc currently. hmm... still contemplating whether kp will ask me n the guys out to watch the home united vs tampines match this evening.. maybe it ain't at bishan. ya... i think it ain't at bishan so there shouldn't be a call from him. hmm, juz when i felt like going.. arrggh! have to make do by watching the match on tv later on at my uncle's place.

   i'm gonna be away tonite coz i stay over at my uncle's place every weekend. so maybe i'm gonna only be phlogging tonite n not blogging.. so long for now... haven talk to dav online for quite a while. no chance on sat night, no chance on sun morning. sun nite he's gone.. gosh.. no time.. juz communicate on my blog man... or thru sms lah... take care frens...
Blabbered bean @ 16:10 //

   Heh! i did a good deed today.. haa... not exactly one, actually... i taught michelle html.. she's only sec one. hmm... actually i hope she can do web design too.. maybe i did squeeze in too much for her in a day. i'm seldom a teacher. i feel i'm not a good teacher. i'm strict, has high expectations and a tad too fierce unknowingly. pals that play soccer with me will understand, but i dun mean malice. when i concentrate, somehow if i find the person is not putting in worthy effort, i get furious.. i'm sorry pals who i've scolded or being too strict with..

   nothing on tv nowadays... it's boring. other than blog, read online news, scripting, playing my limited pc or nintendo games, eating, bombing, bathing, sleeping, watching tv, chatting on the phone and reading papers, i hv nothing to turn to. maybe i hv no life at the moment. no frens meet-ups etc.. but wait... IT'S WEEKEND ALREADY.. !! time for meetups, etc.. hope to enjoy... =)
Blabbered bean @ 00:36 //

Friday, July 04, 2003

   Hmmm... Today disappointed me. i decided to make a visit after finding their commercial on TV interesting. but they only have 10 pages. can u believe it? 10 pages only? and that is not discounting the adverts put up. i didn't bother to go thru their classified ads though. i'm not really optimistic about looking for a job now. not when i have only 1 month and 21 days left before my enlistment date.

   i'm looking ahead. i think it would be my dream to be in a job related to IT, web designing, etc.. Though i do have my doubts & hesitations, i think it's really something that i have interest in. i can design web pages for long hours n not feel tired or bored. whereas, even when i watch soccer, i'll feel tired more easily. i know i do not have the qualifications. i'll have to work hard towards my goal. maybe this naivity would cost me one day.. i say,"Que Sera Sera, Whatever will be, will be". we shall see...
Blabbered bean @ 17:25 //

   Hoooray !! Here's unveiling the latest addition to my blog.. a phlog !! this is a separate blog to blogger. the main catch is that i sms to make a blog entry.. this will be great for me when i am enlisted. it'll allow me to continue blogging as n when my hp is with me... heh... i'll tell dav about this so he can blog too!! haa...

   i've spent time developing their 2 web pages too.. in the 2 pages, u're allowed to sms me and comment on my phlog entries... oh... i can't wait to sleep now actually... it's 5+ in the morning n i haven sleep... if i drag any longer, i'll be able to hear my sis wake up... that's it for now... =)
Blabbered bean @ 05:22 //

Wednesday, July 02, 2003

   The soccer today with jm, dn, n dn's house-mate against the anderson guys were no kick... the anderson guys were trampling around like elephants... so cheong sia... we passed the ball n played monkeys outta them. tiring him. then we got into the mood.. winning consecutively for so many rounds i lost count.. heh... well, at least this is my blog n i'm entitled to brag as much as i like... kp was missed.. i had to play a more defensive role for the good of the team.

   i've since changed the font color of my blog to a darker one for the good of the eyes of my honourable audience. hope it should be satisfactory for most if not all of them. maybe i can start on the Archives page now.. apple is busy designing her webbie.. maybe she got caught on it by me, who went around re-designing my blog n webbie.. maybe she was bored n my suggestion seem feasible. hopefully i can get to see it soon... i'm missing her already... ok, nuff nuff... back to my Archives Page. =P
Blabbered bean @ 18:56 //

   Yeah !! Finally my blog is done up satisfactorily... heh :) now all i hv to do tomolo is to do up my Archives page which ain't that done up yet coz the previous blogger din allow us to edit the archives page... it's now bright n cheery... which is what i wish to be... wish me luck !! heh =)

   i hope to have some sort of a form of remembrance for my previous blog design... maybe when i change a few more times n i hv many interface to review back one day, it'll bring back these nice memories too.. heh... at first i was really confused as to where to put the <Blogger> tags.. then thru trial n error, i found out.. maybe life in programming is this way. always trial n error. but now that i've learnt, next time i re-design my blog i'll be cruising thru.. hopefully.... heh :P
Blabbered bean @ 03:05 //

Tuesday, July 01, 2003

   Yeah.. after something traumatic or drastic happened to me, i bury my head into designing this new look... i'm still in the midst of doing it up so don't be too hard on me... heh... the whole day was spent designing n programming in html.. well, it beats C++lah.. C++ damn sianz...

   ok,... let me publish this n try out my new template.. if it turns out well, u'll be reading this on a new layout. if unfortunately it fails, you would probably be reading this in my original blue background. :( it could be down to my inexperience in designing blogs. this is my first attempt, ya noe? i'll strive to do better... :)
Blabbered bean @ 19:08 //