Latest on the theft/loss of kp hp is that he has written in an email to gary with regard to asking him to burden at least half of responsibility... hmmm i deem it fair n square... afterall nobody saw him put it back n he was last seen with it... haiz... i realli hope we can continue to play soccer together in future thus dun wanna hv much friction between them...
ok... on a lighter note, this is my auntie... she is one year younger than me.. haa... funny? coz her father is my ah gong's elder brother's daughter.. she joined star search and got into the singapore last 12!! heh... could still remember bathing with her be4 when i am young n i did asked her whether she would marry me in the future... haaaa... she said yes of coz... looks like i had some charm when i was young.. haha...
i had worked today.. heh... one day work... hmmmph... it was a 3 day assignment actually... then we finished it all in one day... n were "rewarded" with getting a day's pay instead of 3 days pay if we had slacked all the way... hmmm... some reward indeed... haaa... but it's ok.. it's more fun than standing around sales counters n entertaining ppl at 4.5 or 5 bucks per hour... ok... now i'm loooking forward to a night of champions league soccer again with my best pals... heh... mind u, i enjoy coz of my pal's accompany n not the match of coz... heh... :P
Bean blubbered at [19:04]
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could it be gary? could gary do that? if so, how could he? haiz... it's a blow to our friendship... hmmm... kp lost his hp recently... haiz... his nokia 7210.. there it goes...
ok here's the story.. kp n dn were playing pool at amk funland there... gary, jm were oso around but they were sitting around the table waiting for their turn... gary took kp hp to play the java games in it.. (what happened in between wasn't clearly known).
But....., soon after they were on the way to my house... kp said he realized that his hp was missing n had remembered that they were seemingly secretly smiling at him. so he tot they had taken his phone n kept it away from him. since he was coming over to my house where he could see them n qn them abt it, he did not bother to call immediately...
soonafter, he came over to my house for the usual dosage of cm n winning 11... he ask them to confess who had taken his hp coz he remembered seeing gary playing games on his phone... gary admittedly said he was playing around with it then he claimed to hv returned them back placing them into his converse sling bag.. (hmmm... ya noe... the sort of bag like a drum but the usual older n bigger type of which ppl uses for travel n chalet purposes...) Believed, by me, to push away the blame, he opened up the possibility of the hp dropping out of the bag by accident coz he said maybe it ain't zipped up properly...
after dn asked his father for comments, his father said it should be either jm or gary who took the hp... that is presumably that dn did not take it himself... or yiwei who owned a more expensive hp than the one kp lost... i, of coz, was innocent coz i was at home waiting for them... so,... the 2 main suspects are :............
Chan Jun Ming, 21
Male introvert who is always honest n trustworthy. doesn't speaks much so not many knows what he is thinking sometimes.. however, he is usually so honest that he wouldn't wanna bluff an employer that he can oni work 2 months when the jobs requests for 3 months availability... so i personally ruled him out...
Gary Peh Kai Xiang, 20
Ever the happy-go-lucky guy he is.. often known for his stingy and kiasu manners... extremely filial to his mum, a point added by me... coz he often indulges in expensive gifts for his mum... has a poor record of "kop-ing" a 50 dollar voucher from an ex-employer during a stint as a sales promoter in the holidayz... most of the time joking n smiling. never judge a book by its cover, maybe???
hmmm.... who is the thief n how should it be resolved? i hope to have some comments... do ask any questions in the comment box... thankx... i'm troubled... i feel sorry for kp. suspects gary yet refuses to condemn him... believes gary should at least pay a part of the replacement cost... but knowing gary's stingy character, squeezing them outta him is gonna be like squeezing water from a stone... haiz... headache ah....
Bean blubbered at [20:20]
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Great!! i spent my last 24 hours or more playing Heroes IV !! heh... a break away from cm3 and soccer for a while i guess... hmmm... my right ankle... damn.... it will put me out for another 2 weeks after i twisted it again yesterday at J8 while shopping with apple... it was an enjoyable day... we played monopoly on ps2 too! i still prefer the traditional way of board games actually being games played on cardboards... they're juz so nice... the feeling of togetherness... maybe when i grow older i'll buy a set n ask my mates to play... heh...
bowyer signs... 4 year deal... free transfer.. wow... i'm so happy.. n relieved... i was afraid of eating my words for i had sms a few of my pals breaking news of him signing like say 3 days ago... but he hadn't... i was had by a website who said he had signed... but i'm juz glad he did sign ... hee ;)
Bean blubbered at [22:32]
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i'm forgetful... i'm forgetful n it gets me into trouble... i bet i forgot to press the post n publish button be4 signing out of blogger juz now... coz it din appear on my blog... this entry loh.. hmmm... being forgetful can get u into more trouble than juz trouble ya noe.. it can make ppl angry with u... coz they think u dun show enuff effort to remember... they might read it as u dun value them enuff... hmmm... but cruelly sometimes it's not true...
has it occurred to u that the more u ask for forgiveness the more u ain't forgave ? it's a dilemma... coz the more sorry i feel the more i apologizes... haiz... these tiffles ain't worthed it... i dun wanna dwell in them but they're making me miserable.. let's hope tomolo turns out to be a good day n everything is forgiven n forgotten but i doubt it seriously...
Bean blubbered at [23:44]
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Ooops... no update for a long long time... been too happy celebrating my end of poly life... haa... actually, no lah... juz a few ppl stayed overnite at my place then i dun hv time to blog in privacy... plus a wee bit of laziness too lah.. has been going out every single day for the past week accompanying apple.. hv breakfast, shop around, hv lunch n even visited the library where we studied for our final exams...
borrowed a few comics n magazines which i had always wanted to read during my intensive studying period... haa... next week i might go borrow some other book...
kp, dav, jm, all took turns to stay overnite at my place watching champs league soccer or playing the ps2 n nintendo.. so finally we could get together at my place without touching any books.. yay... relax time... n i hv been playing cm3 in my free time too... same as dav i guess... i juz finished a season with only 5 defeats in all competitions... wow.. qiang anot? haaa... i wanna better it next season... heh...
(thursday)vesak day! met them to play soccer... but i twisted my ankle again... right ankle this time... i sprained my left ankle last sunday n recovered well enuff to carry on playing after few minutes of rest... i had stepped on the ball n dragged it back into my possession when jm came from no where to tackle me down... an obvious foul but i couldn't be bothered for that... i was already down crutching my ankle, writhing in pain... silently, i wished my leg ain't broken... this time (my right ankle) is much worse... "it's swollen like a pig's leg", michelle say... hmm... i cannot play on that day... n i had no choice but to wait n watched my pals play... how i wish i could join them... but i was walking in pain... so playing was outta the question...
oh yah... after soccer, jm accompanied me to apply for a job at cheers in my neighbourhood on thursday... the manager told me she'll give us an answer by next wednesday... i hope we get to work there... it's oni 2 blocks away... so near... what luxury... we can lunch n dine at my home !! or play winning11 during breaks!! haha... i drive jm crazy sometimes...
the following day(friday), i could walk without showing obvious signs of injury... which means i could hide the fact that i twisted my ankle from my dad n relatives like my ah ma for example.. lolz... no nagging for me then... kekekez... apple bought me "Zheng Gu Shui" to apply on my ankle... i was reluctant but i gave in... heh... it din realli help in my opinion...
(saturday) so i am at my uncle's place after watching the 1-0 win by arsenal over southampton... Sir Bobby Robson was given the honour to hand out the awards... i wonder whether he did tap them up there... especially the much sought after wayne bridge.. haaa... it's been a rather routine boring week for me but i'm juz glad i had the chance to be still having my pals stay overnite to play... it'll be my most longed for feeling... being with my pals playing, chatting.. haha... may i get to enjoy n savour this experience be4 i get recruited...
so now i can walk, jump, kick... but still can't run... a lil' afraid to put too much pressure on my weak ankles ... it'll take some time.. so tomolo or should i say today i cannot be playing soccer with them... haiz... so boring... but i believe they'll come my house after soccer to play cm together... apple say i am not allowed to kick n touch a ball until i recover n she forbids me to play soccer until i recover or until after 2 weeks... whichever is later... haiz... i've since resorted to kicking the "Tor Kar Bor"(floor cloth) around... lolz... kekekez... k now... so long... =)
Bean blubbered at [03:16]
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hi... so i was like sleeping an average of 3-4 hours a day for the whole of this exam week... is that stress or what? well,... actually i like a lifestyle like this... minus the studying n memorizing of text, text n more text that is... went to the ang mo kio library quite often this week.. it's freezing there... one two hours yes we can all take it... but once u're there from ten the morning till around 6pm in the evening minus a 30 min lunch break, u'll need to be thawed out... heh... exaggerating a lil' :P
So some things i can reveal about me, from my past experience of this week, are that i am sensitive... at least that's what apple said about me today... maybe i do care too much about what other ppl feel.. maybe i do have the analytic skill to understand what ppl thinks.. maybe i hv the hesitation and inability to reject ppl even when i find their requests not to my liking at all...
i'm told i do things the other way round... the opposite way ppl would approach my situation. i can reject my good buddies n loved ones easier than to reject someone who i dunno so well.. i dun hv the guts to reject unfamiliar ppl (esp. girls) of simple but rather troublesome chores/things becoz i hv this fear of offending them.. i hv this fear of having a bad impression left on them n thus losing the friendship? silly? yes i believe so.. there have been so many instances when i feel i am faced with qns where i do not hv any choices... for example, doing somebody's FYP Flash n oso allowing someone to stay overnight at my place though he nv did come in the end...
On the other hand, i feel that ppl closer to me will understand that i am tired or juz too lazy to help out with those tasks... i will not be seen as someone who won't help for selfish sake... thus, my loved ones usually have to put up with some form of unfair treatment by me... well... i hv to admit this is something i had not forsaw... well... i will consider this point of view from now onwards n remember not to neglect my dear ones... sorry for earlier negligence...
i've been trapped inside this mental block of not being able to reject ppl for quite some time... nobody understands me... some thinks that i hv put my friends on too high a level in my life... but it's not!! it's juz my inability to disappoint n reject ppl... coz i just noe they want it to be so... my loved ones might feel that i'm treating some not-so-close ppl on higher reaches than them but nope it's not... "You need to learn to reject ppl", says apple n jm... "i can't... i juz can't... how?", troubled bean replied... AT LEAST, some should understand me more now... at least someone who i cared to noe abt does... thanks for understanding... :)
Bean blubbered at [01:50]
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Yeah!! this is study week... study sleep study sleep... boring n tedious n so ever tiring... but wedged in between you could find your own enjoyment too... that is if u noe how to... e.g. battle city etc... lolz... i enjoy companionship from my classmates... they're fun ... i like to be pushed... i lack a lil' initiative at times... but nobody's purr-fect... next exam is this friday... hopefully i can find moltivation to start studying tomolo man... i wouldn't wanna hug the buddha leg last min again... it's tiring... :P
so, csi paper was ez... but i had not memorized them well enuff... i forgot some... but u win some u lose some... well,... my memory from whatever i studied on the bus last min was well... great... everything i studied on the bus to school i got it 100% correct... but some of which i studied last friday i clean fergot... awww... shit... i should hv taken the bus 72 from tampines to yck to n fro till i finish studying my csi... lolz
It seems that the general perception is that JC guys are much much more eligible to be bfs as compared to poly guys !! Whoa... whadda statement... i kinda disagree... hey the way i see things, poly guys are more savvy and street-wise than jc guys... they are more ready to be plunged into the working life than the jc guys.. i wouldn't disagree if somebody told me most jc guys scrape thru their papers... now, comparing a jc guy that juz scrap thru to a poly A-grade graduate... so here's a statement to all those ppl out there who are still baised against Poly guys... wake up!! be practical... poly ain't that bad afterall... n jc ain't that good either... dun be blinded...
*ps: the word "guys" as referred to above refers to poly students n not juz poly male students... Think outta the box !! ;)
Bean blubbered at [23:58]
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whoopee!! it's study week... to me, this is holiday week... hmmm... playing a lot since holiday started.... battle city, winning11, raging bless... haa.. juz too much to say... monday slept 2.5 hours + tuesday slept 5.5 hours... haaa oni 8 hours in two dayz... i'm a non-sleepaholic loh... i rather spend my time playing than sleep... haiz... playful bean... which reminds me i hv a mail call dustbean11@playful.com heh heh... lolz... so childish...:P
today was a bad day for my studies... wanted to study but in the end play battle city, watch them play raging bless etc... n we watched anger management on my pc today... funny sia... i recommend it for luffs man!! tonite hv to cheong nite with kelvo for plc liao coz haven start at all!! now i've to rest... for ppl who saw me online but on away status these few dayz... i'm realli sorry.. coz i'm busy with my visiting chalet mates or studying intensely... pls understand...
k... that's it... i'm tired... i need to rest be4 embarking on my unfulfilled mission today.... Computer System Integration Elimination... k dat'z fer now folks... wish me luck in my paper... ;)
Bean blubbered at [21:23]
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