Tuesday, February 26, 2008
i wanted to give u happiness..
but i am unable to do it.
i have failed though i hv nv given up.
i gave my all.
...
but judgement is not by me..
Labels: Pain
Bean blubbered at [00:58]
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Friday, February 15, 2008
feeling down.. very down. n no one to console myself again.. haiz.. guess it's back to basics.. back to my good old blog that has been there for me all these years.. blogging is therapeutic, i tell ya.. sometimes i blog my troubles in n there they are left..
time flies.. school reopening again. haven blog for ages. been thru some highs and lows.. got to pick myself up.. must pick myself up coz if u give up on urself, how do u expect others to trust u...
studying in aussie made me lose lotsa frens.. i haven been the most diligent at keeping in touch with frens... maybe i deserved it. she always say i am anti-social. aunt elsie said that too.. maybe i am a lil anti-social. but can u blame me?
life is full of ppl who u nv noe their intent.. i can oni trust a few ppl totally. thus i oni contact these few ppl when i come back.. moreover, i dun wanna hv to explain my stay in australia over n over again.. it's annoying..
it sucks when i feel lonely.. there is just no one to talk to.. not exactly no one to tok to.. but no one i feel i can trust... no one i feel comfortable talking abt my problem to. sometimes it hurts so bad i just have to find things to make me forget it momentarily..
"Acknowledging heartbreak's impermanence by no means dulls its sting for it is the sting itself that stimulates healing. The pain is letting us know that we need to pay attention to our emotional selves, to sit with our feelings and be in them fully before we can begin to heal. It is said that time heals all wounds.
Time may dull the pain of a broken heart, but it is fully feeling your pain and acknowledging it that will truly help you heal. Dealing with your heartache in a healthy way rather than putting it off for tomorrow is the key to repair. Gentleness more than anything else is called for.
Most important, open yourself to the possibility of loving, trusting, and believing again. When, someday soon, you emerge from the cushion of your grief, you will see that the universe did not cease to be as you nursed your broken heart. You emerge on the other side of the mending, stronger for all you have experienced." - DailyOMLabels: Pain
Bean blubbered at [20:53]
_____________
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
i wanted to give u happiness..
but i am unable to do it.
i have failed though i hv nv given up.
i gave my all.
...
but judgement is not by me..
Labels: Pain
Blabbered
bean
@
00:58
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Friday, February 15, 2008
feeling down.. very down. n no one to console myself again.. haiz.. guess it's back to basics.. back to my good old blog that has been there for me all these years.. blogging is therapeutic, i tell ya.. sometimes i blog my troubles in n there they are left..
time flies.. school reopening again. haven blog for ages. been thru some highs and lows.. got to pick myself up.. must pick myself up coz if u give up on urself, how do u expect others to trust u...
studying in aussie made me lose lotsa frens.. i haven been the most diligent at keeping in touch with frens... maybe i deserved it. she always say i am anti-social. aunt elsie said that too.. maybe i am a lil anti-social. but can u blame me?
life is full of ppl who u nv noe their intent.. i can oni trust a few ppl totally. thus i oni contact these few ppl when i come back.. moreover, i dun wanna hv to explain my stay in australia over n over again.. it's annoying..
it sucks when i feel lonely.. there is just no one to talk to.. not exactly no one to tok to.. but no one i feel i can trust... no one i feel comfortable talking abt my problem to. sometimes it hurts so bad i just have to find things to make me forget it momentarily..
"Acknowledging heartbreak's impermanence by no means dulls its sting for it is the sting itself that stimulates healing. The pain is letting us know that we need to pay attention to our emotional selves, to sit with our feelings and be in them fully before we can begin to heal. It is said that time heals all wounds.
Time may dull the pain of a broken heart, but it is fully feeling your pain and acknowledging it that will truly help you heal. Dealing with your heartache in a healthy way rather than putting it off for tomorrow is the key to repair. Gentleness more than anything else is called for.
Most important, open yourself to the possibility of loving, trusting, and believing again. When, someday soon, you emerge from the cushion of your grief, you will see that the universe did not cease to be as you nursed your broken heart. You emerge on the other side of the mending, stronger for all you have experienced." - DailyOMLabels: Pain
Blabbered
bean
@
20:53
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