Wednesday, November 21, 2007

ok.. i finally shrugged off my post-deadlines-syndrome to touching up the wedding photos.. the previous post abt the matrimony were left untouched.. uncropped. unforgivable sin for a design student.. lol =P.. this is a collage i made and a poem i wrote for them..
Blabbered bean @ 15:41 //

the hard work has paid off w little.. yay! =) i might be able to to get at least 2 HDs!! that's pending the 10% "class participation" marks in the two subjects. i'm currently on 79/90 and 76/90 for [Programming For Interactive Design] & [Interactive Media 2] respectively. please please please...

the other 2 subjects which i haven't heard anything from the lecturers are pretty major projects in the sense that they are rated as a whole.. while the 2 results i've known so far are accumulative of 3 to 4 assignments spread over the duration of the semester.

happy happy... =) -) x)
Blabbered bean @ 12:37 //

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Congratulations to Darren Tan Tiang Leng and Phoebe Cheong Shun Zi on their matrimony.. May love go on till the end of time.. =)
Blabbered bean @ 08:46 //

i'm taking it a bit slow in blogging nowadays.. maybe it's the constant interaction with multimedia/flash actionscripting/photoshopping that is driving me out of the web.. i oso increasingly think that communication via the web is not the way to go for relationships i treasure.. sometimes i just dread going online on msn..

the constant bugging by ppl whom i'm not so close with.. the same questions to be answered over n over n over again.. how was melbourne? the food there expensive har? how's school? it's sian lor.. to me... the last semester has been the most hectic for me.. i was on my pc everyday either procrastinating on doing work or doing work.. i nv found any time to go out and explore melb.

i flew back 2 days after the submission of my last assignment after the numerous extensions granted. the 2 days were not realli a breathe of fresh air either.. although it did help to be actually walking around carefree and all shopping n buying stuff for ppl.. i slept v little even after i've submitted my last assignment. busy packing, busy nuahing and busy waking up early to go shopping for ppl..

i wish i had a couple more days to go shopping alone there.. but it wasn't to be... and i wouldnt wanna celebrate my bdae in melb with my pillows n blankies.. and so, i lugged my 2 humongous luggage plus laptop and 3 boxes of KK across the streets and to the airport.. i slept a meagre half to one hr on the plane.. then went on a four-movie-marathon on the Qantas Boeing 747.. and i was on my way back to *'niam niam' land..

*hokkien for sticky
Blabbered bean @ 08:22 //

Friday, November 16, 2007

oh no.. sorry for a lack of updates.. been a super duper busy semester which included countless nights where i didnt sleep a wink in order to finish up on work on time and to my satisfaction. flew back to sg n then wasnt feeling so great for a few days..

now that i'm back. the whiner in me just couldnt resist whining abt the "niam-niam"-ness in singapore. it was a rainy night but the temperature was pretty high for a night.. from the moment i stepped out of changi airport to the passenger pickup point, the feeling engulfed me.. feel irritated by the stickyness caused by the humidity in the air.

bad things just keep happening to me. feel sad and sorry. i nv thought i would create an image of myself that is proud, arrogant, show-off, sacarstic(at least not to my close ones)..

the bonsai i've took care of with TLC is dying.. =( i feel it's no longer in my hands.. no matter what i do, doesn't help things. i feel i have given my best.. is all this hard work going to waste? i feel that it's such a waste.. if i hadn't put in so much effort, maybe it'll hurt less..

all i can wish for is that my bonsai gain the strength and work with me towards the same direction.. i do not think that giving up the hard work thus far is the right solution. i think it's too trivial a mistake to cause it all to crumble.. i want to make it happen. the vision i had.. i will continue giving my support..

Once again,.. i wish for pride, ego and stubborness to be put aside. to dig into the mud and clear up the mess a miracle. but will it come? i'd put the ball in the bonsai's court.

i had a nightmare last night.. not much details but i woke up feeling sad, disappointed with myself, worried and fear for what seems like going to happen. i guess i just fear losing things i realli realli treasure n cherish.. do you fear too? maybe fear does drive u to achieve many things in life..

what is fear.. fear is not when there is a ghost hunting u down.. at least, not to me coz i dun believe in ghosts.. the fear of that a ghost hunting u down oni becomes valid if u hv something u value n u dun wanna lose it.. for example, time with ur close ones or things u wanna do but couldnt if the ghost kills u..

fear is when u hv to lose a valued possession of urs unwillingly.. the higher u value it, the greater the fear.. hai...
Blabbered bean @ 11:20 //

Thursday, November 08, 2007

3d animation for school.. i'm ill.. been lasting too many more-than-24hr-nv-slp nights..
Blabbered bean @ 21:55 //