deadlines coming.. dead me. oh, i wish! part of me just dies off.. not totally but part of me.. it's kinda worse.. like u know when ppl say it's better to hv be dead than live paralysed after an accident? yea.. it's something liddat.. but milder of course.. kinda also like when u hv a candy in hand but mum tells u not to eat it. u can oni hold it. sucks..
it's times like these that make me a sucker for any fun.. the more i stress myself out, the more i feel like playing game. the more i play game, the less time i hv to complete and the more stress i'll feel.. it's a vicious cycle. and then slowly it spreads... and i cant even enjoy my game in peace anymore. i may be playing but the fun diminishes coz of the overwhelming stress.. and there i am pissed at work again..
i wish i can hv more belief here..
Bean blubbered at [01:13]
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it calls for a celebration.. no.. i'm not into my holidays yet... no, i din win any lottery.. but.... i am just so happy when i saw that tick at the bottom right corner... lol!Meanwhile,... in my crazy stressful period of assignment deadline rushing,.. NEP has been very 'sway-ed' by my recent astute acquisition of a graphire tablet. i've been writing him many annoying irritating written msgs on msn. lol.. sorry la, nep. it helps in destressing.. thanks for tolerating/ignoring..
Bean blubbered at [06:00]
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Weakness #1 - I can never go on a cold war.
I'll lose for sure.
The opposite didn't need to shoot me.
I tear myself apart fighting myself.
Bean blubbered at [22:51]
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alladyce, eriksson, or houllier? omg...
homework, sleep, or slack? OMG!
Bean blubbered at [17:51]
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Glen Roeder with his signings for 06/07 Season.
(L-R:Damien Duff, Antoine Sibierski, Glen Roeder, Giuseppe Rossi[Loan], Olivier Bernard & Obafemi Martins)
it's a sad day for me. a tinge of sadness and shock filled me upon reading that roeder has resigned. unlike the departure of the previous manager, graeme sounness, when i was over the moon when he got the sack. this time.. roeder.. i believed in him. i thought his attitude to the job was 1st class. he did quite a few good things.. alas, it wasnt good enuff.. to be manager at a club like nufc is tuff..
i like roeder for
- the positive mentality he instilled in the team.
- the great run of last season to get a inter-toto cup place.
- the signing of my current fav nufc player, obafemi martins.
- bringing thru some promising youngsters.
- believing in youth over experience.
who noes which manager will be next into the nufc door. when will the next trophy come? hai.. i'm sighing here not entirely for glen roeder but for that fact that my club has another new manager again.. i believe a manager needs around 3 years to get a good team. roeder din get his chance of a 3rd year afterall.. y? is it too hasty a decision? i dun like the idea of nufc being a club that changes manager so often.. i want consistency.. both in players n in manager..
Bean blubbered at [05:33]
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frustration. guilt. fun. fatigue. how many times do u feel all at once at the end of a day? i think we all dun like to film.
*update: discovered that i got a shoulder injury for my efforts.. darnz.. it's irritatingly aching ah..
Bean blubbered at [19:16]
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Happy Anniversary dearie.. i hope u like it.. i had to get it delivered on this date though our anniversary is on the 10th coz i noe u will not b available to receive it at that time.. I love u baby.. with each and everyone of ur flaws(not to forget ur many pluses!) muacks!
Bean blubbered at [01:11]
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Saturday, May 19, 2007
deadlines coming.. dead me. oh, i wish! part of me just dies off.. not totally but part of me.. it's kinda worse.. like u know when ppl say it's better to hv be dead than live paralysed after an accident? yea.. it's something liddat.. but milder of course.. kinda also like when u hv a candy in hand but mum tells u not to eat it. u can oni hold it. sucks..
it's times like these that make me a sucker for any fun.. the more i stress myself out, the more i feel like playing game. the more i play game, the less time i hv to complete and the more stress i'll feel.. it's a vicious cycle. and then slowly it spreads... and i cant even enjoy my game in peace anymore. i may be playing but the fun diminishes coz of the overwhelming stress.. and there i am pissed at work again..
i wish i can hv more belief here..
Blabbered
bean
@
01:13
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Monday, May 14, 2007
it calls for a celebration.. no.. i'm not into my holidays yet... no, i din win any lottery.. but.... i am just so happy when i saw that tick at the bottom right corner... lol!
Meanwhile,... in my crazy stressful period of assignment deadline rushing,.. NEP has been very 'sway-ed' by my recent astute acquisition of a graphire tablet. i've been writing him many annoying irritating written msgs on msn. lol.. sorry la, nep. it helps in destressing.. thanks for tolerating/ignoring..
Blabbered
bean
@
06:00
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Saturday, May 12, 2007
Weakness #1 - I can never go on a cold war.
I'll lose for sure.
The opposite didn't need to shoot me.
I tear myself apart fighting myself.
Blabbered
bean
@
22:51
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Friday, May 11, 2007
alladyce, eriksson, or houllier? omg...
homework, sleep, or slack? OMG!
Blabbered
bean
@
17:51
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Monday, May 07, 2007
Glen Roeder with his signings for 06/07 Season.
(L-R:Damien Duff, Antoine Sibierski, Glen Roeder, Giuseppe Rossi[Loan], Olivier Bernard & Obafemi Martins) it's a sad day for me. a tinge of sadness and shock filled me upon reading that roeder has resigned. unlike the departure of the previous manager, graeme sounness, when i was over the moon when he got the sack. this time.. roeder.. i believed in him. i thought his attitude to the job was 1st class. he did quite a few good things.. alas, it wasnt good enuff.. to be manager at a club like nufc is tuff..
i like roeder for
- the positive mentality he instilled in the team.
- the great run of last season to get a inter-toto cup place.
- the signing of my current fav nufc player, obafemi martins.
- bringing thru some promising youngsters.
- believing in youth over experience.
who noes which manager will be next into the nufc door. when will the next trophy come? hai.. i'm sighing here not entirely for glen roeder but for that fact that my club has another new manager again.. i believe a manager needs around 3 years to get a good team. roeder din get his chance of a 3rd year afterall.. y? is it too hasty a decision? i dun like the idea of nufc being a club that changes manager so often.. i want consistency.. both in players n in manager..
Blabbered
bean
@
05:33
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Saturday, May 05, 2007
frustration. guilt. fun. fatigue. how many times do u feel all at once at the end of a day? i think we all dun like to film.
*update: discovered that i got a shoulder injury for my efforts.. darnz.. it's irritatingly aching ah..
Blabbered
bean
@
19:16
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Thursday, May 03, 2007
Happy Anniversary dearie..
i hope u like it.. i had to get it delivered on this date though our anniversary is on the 10th coz i noe u will not b available to receive it at that time.. I love u baby.. with each and everyone of ur flaws(not to forget ur many pluses!) muacks!
Blabbered
bean
@
01:11
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