oh yeah!! shagged... the weekend report... saturday was a loong cold n hard wait in M322 doing java project... met marc there... he was there to write out in MSWord the DB CBT... whoa... so hardworking eh? feel like asking him for a copy after he had finish typing... but... paiseh coz i scared he unwilling... nvm lor... my java can calculate raw score liao but there is one bug... that is if the user din key in an answer for even one question then the thing will not work... ok... enuff of work... send her home n had prata at her house there... yummy... the curry is nice.. not like the south canteen one...
nite came n i went to my uncle house ... was totally shagged out when i reached his house... could sense that he was worried that i might spread anything to his children coz he questioned me whether i was not feeling well (due to my shagged out stance of lying on the floor..) played ps1 with my cousins n showed them how to win... haha... helped them pass a few levels before having dinner at 9pm toking to dear at the same time...
morning awoke by aunt to go bright hill temple to pray for ah ma's or ah gong's parents... n aunt for her or my uncle's parents... then went to the mandai crematorim to visit my mum... ah ma cried again.. as usual.. well... i'm the shy type who wouldn't do what i feel like doing... whenever i see ah ma crying, i wish someone would be there to console her n pat her back n lead her to rest on the stone bench beside but i couldn't muster up enuff courage to do it myself... i'm such a failure.. i'm a total flop at showing filial piety...
afternoon went peninsular to buy dn his street soccer boots b-dae present... ten bucks each n it was bought at 68 bucks... they went to amk center to hv lunch while i rushed home to change into my boots.. then started playing at cheng san cc there the bb court with cason n andrew... heh... had fun... night, jm din wanna stay over for raging bless... oh shit... i waited for him to finish dinner at amk center but he din even wait for me to buy a curry puff... so sianz... reached home had dinner, fruits then surfed... michelle playing nintendo then had supper n slept soon after missing the brazil portugal game...
awoke mon morning to write this blog entry... heh.. going to ahma house to hv lunch soon... ok... enuff of reporting...
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Finally the looong looong awaited weekends are here n i'm sure the whole of my class would be relieved n happy to hear of tat! hmm... recently news of sars n war is the talk of the town... well... they all couldn't affect me much as i'm too happy-go-lucky to care about the war nor the disease coz there is simply no definite prevention method... my sis is currently in the 2nd day of her unexpected holiday.. she must be happy....
i am currently in a guilty mood as i feel i had let JW down a wee bit... coz i noe he needs mm help yet is not willing to help... i din actually reject him or what lor... juz veri passive n non enthusiastic to help... dropping hints that i am juz too busy to help... well, u dun actually wanna look forward to helping another fren with his project when u hv 4-5 projects on hand do u? can't blame me right? hmmm... still guilty... i'm realli contradicting myself....
dear was unhappy with me today... heh... i was tired after finishing cisco chapter 3 when she asked for help abt jsp... my mind was like fully saturated with similar stuff like asp, jsp, vb, servlets etc.. wow.. as if i noe a lot like dat... actually i dun... i oni noe the surface of those stuff lor... in chinese we call it the "pi mao" the skin and the hair.. haha.. sounds gross... okay back to topic... i din respond to her plea seriously enuff or promptly enuff i guess... hmm... sorry dear...
but it juz goes to show how much she cares for my response to her qns... heh... she dun like to be neglected by me afterall... i miss her suddenly... haha.. i mustn't neglect her no matter how tired i am next time... tomolo i wanna send her to school then i'll stay around in school to do project till her lesson ends be4 i send her home... heh :)
DREAD LIST:
DataBase Project, Java Project, Networking Project, Multimedia Flash Project, Networking Lab Test
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Wednesday, March 26, 2003
WoW !! i'M aLive all..... yes... i'm guilty of not blogging for quite some time... haa... it's all been so busy with common tests, graded quizzes, projects, projectz n more PROJECTS!!... FINALLY !! the vB load is off my back now... my next worry is jianwei n my own flash project... haiz... when will i learn how to reject ppl? it's hard... especially when the person is not so close to u lor....
Haiz... my flash which i intend to compress n put up here which comprises of 3 songs is confounded to be too big to publish... the program will hang... DanDan is a nice friend, ya noe... she's not at all like KY lor... a little selfish n act cute, innocent n blur... DanDan helped me with my flash thing mah... thanks so much DanDan... wonder what's E.L.L.e like? hmmm... haven got a chance to chat with her juz yet... haa.. talking about all these female friends, reminds me of SC. dav's friend... she's realli a nice girl... very fun n nice to noe... cheery n smiley...
iFrame... hmmm... i wanna learn too... mayb i'll get the codes from dav someday if i dare ask.. else i juz learn from the project we doing together lor... sure looks simple lor..... today's DB presentation was sure a breeze sia... despite a nervy start to it... networking was a little hard but i guess i caught it lor... reached home at 10.25pm sia... shagged n tired,,, going to sleep after this blogging lor... added a link to the bean tentacles... hmmm... my fav soccer site abt newcastle... best review of newcastle news... take a look... most detailed nufc reporting...
Looking ahead, tomolo i'm gonna wake early hv breakfast then surf net... hv lunch at ah ma place then off to lecture be4 staying back to do PLC project... hmm... which reminds me of starting a new item i wanna include in this blog... haaa..... The DREAD List !!
DataBase Project, Java Project, Networking Project, Multimedia Flash Project, Networking Lab Test
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projectz Projectz PRojectz PROjectz PROJectz PROJEctz PROJECtz PROJECTz PROJECTZ !!! ARRGGGHHHH !!!!!
Going bOnKeRs soon... now is already week 11. currently i STILL hv one flash project(wk 14), one database project(wk12), one java project(wk??), one networking project(wk??), one PLC project(wk14) on hand... haiz... how to finish.... n jianwei needs my help in his flash FYP too... where on earth am i gonna find the time, energy & drive to complete all these tasks?? add to that a flash Common Test tomolo and a Cisco Final Exam on friday.... how how how?? i dunno... walk one step see one step coz i dare not think sia... always the idea of the walk until boat front see boat straight phrase in mind sia... help... god... if ever there is one.. haha.. i'm not catholic nor christian lor...
OK... now for some thoughts... i was thinking about the future... not so distant though... when i go army i mean... will my relationship wif apple remain as good? no nightly calls oni weekly meet-ups,... coz i was reading a blog n the author is enjoying every weekend n enduring thru every weekday... hmm... i wish she would too... n it'll be nice to read about it... but it's not possible now coz she quit writing liao... maybe she'll write when i go in... then weekends i'll read thru them... isn't that sweet? haaa... wishful thinking me at work again...
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Hi all,... after failing my PLC, i decided to bury my head n study past year common test papers... haha... gambled paid off i guess coz the common test paper for this year was 100% the same... haha... kudos to dav man!! he slept thru out the night while me n kelvo were buzied till 3am by the paper... he awoke with a weeping nose... haha... dustbean does have it's meaning behind it hor... haha... jm say he start to be immune to my house climate liao... haha.. finally...
Gee... i turn down Jianwei finally for the first time... feel a little bad oso lei... hmm... but my own db project oso haven finish lei.. so no choice... kelvo oso say liao... we can't always help him lor.... now is play night... shan write much... gotta go read my blogs... haha.. n papers... they're piling up... kk.. so much for now....
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Confirm Fail PLC liao lah... guess i didn't study hard enuff... i am sooo selfish n jealous... i noe i might not have the right to be jealous since i din work so hard... but but but... i hope this jealousy can push me to greater heights... haiz... i am so disappointed... i hoped for a D now... but i think i surely fail that test... it's not the end of the world yet although i do hv 4 days for the next test n have until next thursday to pass up my DB project which i can say is less than 40% done... sianz... okok... no time no blog more... gotta rush eat dinner...
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Decided to do up Bean Byte... since i cun put up an intended 3-song flash... i shall set out on putting up a nicer looking one song flash... B is prominently used here... hmm... i always like 'B's more than 'A's.... still mentally n physically shagged from last night's cheong... think i shall sleep early tonight... nitez all...
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Wednesday, March 05, 2003
Since i got no time to blog, i might as well do another short quiz that came my way... oni 6-7 qns!! haha... short eh?
 | Birthday Bear
You are the partier of the bunch! No matter what's going on, you can find a reason to throw a big bash. You're extremely outgoing and love to show others how to have a good time. |
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Took a little break from flash by posting some screenshots of my desktop as well as apple's and dav's... apple's baby real cute eh? n dav seems real stress... haha... psychotic sia... and catch the memorable one of hasselbaink heading in for newcastle... nufc din even pay him... haha... here they are... |
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My Desktop (04-03-03) | My Desktop 2 (04-03-03) |
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| My Desktop 3 (04-03-03) | My Desktop (During Attachment) |
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Apple Desktop (04-03-03) | Dav Desktop (04-03-03) |
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Which Avril Lavigne Song Are You?
heh!!... no time to blog but did a short quizzy of say ten qns? ok... back to flash...
Bean blubbered at [22:26]
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Yesh yesh yesh... last weekend was a enjoyable day coz newcastle beat chelsea 2-1 at st james' park n broke the sequence of not hving beaten them for the past 11 meetings... yiwei n cason joined me n my pals for soccer... hee.. had fun as usual... hmmm... pool beat man utd 2-0 by counter attacking.... worthington cup holders they are now....
dav's sad... hmmm... girl probs i guess... hope he can sort it out soon... coz work's realli piling up with CTs coming n project due this thursday... not that i am doing too well myself... coz i am realli having a big headache of trying to moltivate myself to start on my flash project... i juz feel so weak n helpless... i feel like sleeping always.... especially in the afternoon with the afternoon sun effect n the loneliness... i can't stand loneliness most of the time... so sianz... blog also lazy to blog one... haiz... y am i so lethargic??? beats me....
Dear's so busy with her studying n project... she don't talk to me much... i talk to her most of the time about flash coz i noe my stuff so i can give her some pointers... i dun wanna do flash for jianwei lei... hope he don't come knocking this week... arrggghhhh... i am damn lazy eh? wanted to update my blog with a new layout or add some features but juz lack moltivation... haiz...
this week no champs league... so sianz... when i hv my break then cannot watch champs league with the guys... then school start liao then must wake up early liaoz... oh shit... i juz remembered that i still hv story boarding to do... awww... shit.... i think i'll go to bed...
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